At any rate, I have been terribly unproductive with commissions. I know better but my mental health comes first, so... doing what I can to be healthy and happy.... and enjoy my summer and not lock myself in my cave drawing.
Yes, I am being medicated. Yes it helps, but it doesn't fix everything.
You might also want to read this. It explains a lot of what I've been feeling. Posting this here is really... uncomfortable for me. I hate "opening up" to people, but as fans, friends, and customers, I figure it's fair to let you all know what's going on with me.
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I'm not looking for sympathy, I don't want it. I don't want advice, a shoulder to lean on, or any of that. Not that I don't appreciate people offering those things... it's just I'm extremely uncomfortable/scared of opening up to people and I want to try to deal with this in my own way.
I will probably be writing about my feelings a lot on my LJ... I will temp. be keeping things public, because I know some of you might be concerned or something.
I might work on the commissions that I feel inspired to do... but I really just have little to no motivation to work on them. I apologize for this and realize it's extremely unprofessional, but I really just... cant do it. I wouldn't be happy with the outcome.
I might do some personal art to help me cope with my feelings and what not, but don't expect much art-wise from me for the remainder of this month. I know around the 21st is going to be especially hard for me, so it's probably best if I'm left alone.
*NOTE I AM going to make sure I finish all AC pre-orders on time.
Okay, it's very late and I need to be getting some rest.










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Thump thump thud scrape..Pyramid Head has come to rape
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X-NiKy-X
Keep up the great work!
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Ferrari Fiorano 599 GTB
Audi R8 V10
Alfa Romeo Brera Coupe
Citroen C-Metisse
Renault Megane Coupe
Honda Civic Type R
I really like ur stuff. I wanna get some of my stuff posted now asap since i just seen ur stuff. No scanner.
Does ur friend draw to?
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Sorry, but this fight was ova before it even started...
You do remember right?
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Sorry, but this fight was ova before it even started...
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Member of nakama cosplay [link]
Fanboy of Sakura and Temari.
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